As you don’t create for long time, you gather a long list of doubts in your mind to help you slide by and not create again another day.
For the past month, I didn’t create. I sat idle. And I didn’t write.
I felt bad, but more than that I gathered some doubts, dusts and dirt which kept telling me that I am not capable of creation. And I listened to that giant devil.
Blank pages after pages after pages.
Today, while I was pondering a thought occurred to me –
Doubting your ability to create is like asking a pregnant mother that whether she can give birth to a child or not!?
I laughed first but I understood a truth. No matter where I stand today, whether I create or not, I don’t lose the ability to create. Yes, I may lose the efficiency in the way I used to create, but capacity, never.
That’s why, I am here again, beyond all doubts and dusts and dirt and I have just proven that – Never question a pregnant mother about her ability to give birth to her child. Because in anyway, the answer would be an absolutely and resounding yes.